Monday, July 19, 2021

Throughout our existence the sickness of no love

 Did I fall asleep again in my easy chair?

The interpretation of my dream:

and...... everyone went their separate ways..........

In the World there was no unity.


The fortune cookies  were to get thrown into the trash unopened  it did appear.

He got up and made the coffee extra strong that morning.

That place he had just come from in his dream.

They were all selfish individuals.........

All busy doing their own small things...

and...... nothing anyone did was of any interest to anyone else.....

It was a very long cast of characters...  weird little creatures....

What will you do? She said to him... as the head mistress... your homeless where will you go?

His heart sank for he thought he had found a home at last.

Everyone there had their sicknesses ......

The sickness of NO LOVE.

They even had an abortion clinic on the grounds.....

But they played movies there of Mothers in bed with several of their own children experiencing joy  and those feelings of  grave loss had an earlier path been chosen that wasn't for the some or the all.

Aircraft were circling over head.. some way up high others lower.. landing in the field half crazy sideways...  he was old and watching...  it was to late..... he was decrepit and broke it may as well of been a million miles away for him.

The desert place had steep roofs and he was afraid to go down the ladders..in search for his belongings to pile in some new place to call home... for the unwanted.

He came across wild Javelina's     and they were non to friendly looking either he kept his distance...

It was his old friend Tom at the little video monitor... who had created a great cast of fantasy characters not unlike some of great acclaim for someone else... he was looking at ... and wondered where was the big screen?

It really wasn't feigned  interest or was it?  He did not particularly care for fantasy of any sort.. but still did not want to dismiss his friends obvious talents.

The fortune cookies still sat unopened he had shit out the meal earlier and flushed.

Still he wondered about the idea of adding to their case.

For a moment you are feeling all warm and fuzzy and at home at ease ... then the head Mistress to whom you had such confidence in and even told her you loved her ... says to you..  'But where will you go as homeless?'

Hollow engulfs you.

Have you ever noticed it all boils down to    adding to the case of theirs?

OH sorry! ...... was my behavior a problem for you?

On the Bright side...  the rising in the Eastern Sky...  just before dawn these days..  The KIN.

Not to be a Jerk... but I like to sit in Peace...

and 45 minutes later  there you are back .




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