Thursday, October 17, 2019

Apologetic VS Non Apologetic

Like this Story.......

Where even to begin but to begin..........?

You are not supposed to ignore your weird ass dreams .... right?... so they say.... somebody that is.

The Special times... between some set years  or in some specific  locations........

A place in the cool of the mountains..... with the scent of pine....

Everybody with some sort of weird malady....

Posing Nude for the Poster....... that was found decades later all folded up and yellowing..... on a shelf.

The sprawling grounds of when the dreams come........... acres.......

A modern man was eyeing the property to buy now ...... it would make a fine place for a retreat... a symposium  or to hold expensive seminars.......

He had little of interest in the places contaminated past........

But still somehow the feeling  was important to say and for him to know of the Doctor  that lived there and  took the photos of the same  puss filled sores on everybody...... a sort of full disclosure ....

Later in the day he was making a grilled Cheese in a skillet on top of the famed  'Cooker' with a nice shiny black top......

His mind wandered or he had an Epiphany..........

This all the  'Ruckus' of  apology making......   Like Hallmark Cards.... he wondered , the thought......  you know  of the Sorry Vs the Not Sorry crowd.......

Why was he feeling the  I am Sorry Crowd was so much larger then the I am not sorry crowd?

That is weird he thought......... like a washing machine full of wet clothes... most over on one side of the Tub.......   the Sorry Side......... The LOB side.........

He wasn't Sorry........ he had made deliberate decisions to become a  Guru of the Easy life early on  or at least pursue that idea....... perhaps he should of been more in earnest?

Maybe He was a Calvinist at heart?........ and it was all preordained...... ?

But No By Golly he was not Sorry.... not for a damn thing.

Well maybe except for a thing or two........ he might of changed.